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In Bad Circumstances

This tension is building up so badly it’s leaving me so frustrated,
And the truth is slipping through my teeth while the facts are spread across the floor.
The disappearance is taking the anger out on me,
And I feel like I could curl up and die inside.
I am chomping at the bits I’m just losing all of it.
There is nothing I could say that would explain.
I lost my lover and I don’t know how to take care of this pain.
I am losing my sight on everything.
My head is spinning out of control,
And she still doesn’t seem to be ever coming home.
I breakdown completely when I am all alone.
I just want to close my eyes,
And pretend this life isn’t real.
I just want to hold you again,
But your six feet under me.
I just want to see your pretty face,
But our smiles are trapped in this picture.
You are my love.
You are my life.
Now I am left with know one else.
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep.
I’m tired of it, this time,
I’m sick to my stomach,
And I can’t stand all the tossing, and turning.
My eyes are playing tricks on me,
Because all I can see is you.
It makes me want to go away…with you.

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