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Blame!

Please don't sit around wishing for a second chance.
Because I am the one that forced your hand.
You can soak in all of your regrets all the days of your life,
but I was the person that caused your heart ache.
There were so many night's I cried alone,
but when you were there I felt at home.
You were the new life I so desperately needed.
I can't explain the things I pushed you into,
I don't have anymore good reasons.
We stumbled together broke,
I prayed for someone to hold,
and you came damn close,
but in the end I ruined you,
and all the beautiful things about you.
Some days I wished I wasn't alive,
because then you would've survived.
At one point you were my blue eyes,
and you were all that I needed.
You were an Angel, and I filled you with lies.
You were so sweet, until I feed you my greed.
You were "I'll give", and I turned you into "I need"
You stabbed my heart,
but I think I stole your soul.
My filthy sin had to have taken it's tole,
and I am sorry for that every single day.
I sit around my house drowning in my shame,
because I am the one to blame.

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