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My Crown Of Love

Those old memories are still stained on my heart,
and they don't seem to go away for anyone.
I pushed aside the torment,
and I tossed away the pain.
but these days seem all the same.

The pains of love,
Keeps growing inside my head,
This crown of love,
I am still wondering where I should go.
But it seems I'll never know,
and I am still tripping over my own heart. 

Through all the agony I'm still standing here.
A year ago I was regretting my choices,
and now I am suffering from these voices.
I got this sharp dull stabbing in my side,
and it is carrying me on this heart felt ride.

The pains of love,
Keeps growing inside my head,
This crown of love,
What have I become.
Let me bow to my knee,
Won't you open my eyes to see? 

All the people watch my indecision,
and they plan on my shocking conclusion.
All the women began to beg for my hand,
and all the men bet on my life like savages.
Won't you let me stop for a moment,
just let me shed some tears?


The pains of love,
Keeps growing inside my head,
This crown of love,
I wish there was something left,
but I am losing this battle,
Why won't I lie on my sword? 

So through all the scars,
If you still want me,
please forgive me,
and I'll forget all that went on.
But sometimes this is like a cancer,
and I just want to kill it all away.

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