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I am Ready Looking, Walking, Running and Falling

I am ready to breath when ever this air is ready to climb up into my lungs. I am ready for my anger to explode and destroy everything in yelling distance. I am ready to run until I can't run no more and I am trapped ground level. I am ready to lie and if that means I have to burn all the paper I own then so be it. I am looking at this blank wall because these colors don't impress me much. I am looking through these eyes, but there is nothing out there in this hell. I am looking slowly and closely to these twisted dreams trapped in me. I am looking at the back of my eye lids this image is the clearest it will ever be. I am walking to the end of this thought where there is nothing but choas. I am walking through these walls breaking bones, bricks, bleeding out the truth. I am running to the better life if that means losing things on the way. I am running into everything because bad news has a hard time getting out of the way. I am running to this end, but most likely lost is where I will end up in this nightmare. I am falling down because that is what this body always does. I am falling to these knee's and bleeding out what's true.

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