Skip to main content

Oh Death, Say Goodbye to Love

I saw you in your pretty white dress,
and I watched you throw out your bouquet.
I watched you drive off with nothing to say.
Now I think about you all damn day.

I am alone in my lonely bed.
With silly dreams replaying in my head.
And there’s a river where we used to swim around in,
And at the bottom you’ll see all my love for you.
It doesn’t float cause it’s all dead.

This never was what you intended it to be.
Cause you made up little lies and then pulled them apart,
Again and again in front me.
I think something dark’s living deep down in my heart.

We spoke about the future,
the family of our lives.
All the ways we would live and survive.
Then your mood changed to cold selfishness.
And nothing was ever the same your helpless.

We spoke about the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.
All the songs that we Loved the most.
Then it all turned to this bitter sweet hate.
This is not your work, it’s not your fate.

I think I am losing my grip on things.
I have God to speak to,
and everyone just turns there heads.
My knee’s are buckling,
All I can picture is your voice when you sing.
I can only run but so far from your dark face.
Anything I become is all a waste.

I was stabbed in the heart.
I’m falling to my knee’s,
I’m falling apart.

Please take me to a doctor!
Get me to a nurse!
I can’t stop the bleeding,
It just keeps getting worse.
And if I happen to die to young;
I can forgive you for stealing my Love,
and killing my fun.

You already dug my grave,
and gave me away.
Will you carry my box to it’s proper place,
Lower me in and just fade away?
I hope you can do this for me!
I think that this is it for me.
So I’ll bend my knee’s and I’ll bow my head.
So I’ll pray to God for you to have happiness again!
And I am going to forget everything you have said.
This is your future filled with lies inside, And THE END will be all mine!

Comments

Unknown said…
I look back from when I wrote this and I feel that it fits perfectly of what I was feeling at the time.

Popular posts from this blog

The End Times?

You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains. (Matthew 24:6-8; Mark 13:7-8 NIV).Mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God -- having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them. (2 Timothy 3:1-5 NIV). But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare. (2 Peter 3:10 NIV). An

Being Happy

Question; if you had one month to live could you truly be happy with your life? Maybe you lost something along the way. Maybe you completely ruined your lives by the choices you made. Honestly, I think we get so caught up with what we have done in our lives that it’s not really as important as we make it out to be. It’s not about boasting about all the accomplishments you have done or your wall of degrees. We feel that we need to be this machine in order to be this sinless person. We live believing that by the works I have done, that is what’s going to get me into heaven. I notice a lot of people in my city that go to help feed the homeless, but they come in and they feed, and then go home. What is wrong with this picture? Jesus sat with the homeless; eat with them, fellowshipped with the homeless. We can’t truly understand or relate with what people have been through unless we get down to their level. I feel like if this is the way people are severing God than it is all wrong. If yo

All I Need

Dropped to his knees, He sits reaching for freedom, Tears fall from his tired eyes. I do believe, I do believe, You are all I need. His already broken heart shatters again. As he reaches for those once empty pieces, They turn into dust… Here he lays begging and pleading, Let me see you’re beauty, Take my hand and lead me, Because I do believe, I do believe, You are all I need. My soul longs for your presence, You can have what is left of it. Mold me into your beauty, Because I do believe, I do believe, All I need is Jesus.