Why do I get these reasons for leaving?
Why do I feel like everything is wrong?
You can trust in me, but you can’t tell the truth.
All I see is the good in people,
But they like to show me their demons.
I believe in them so much,
There lies turn into my cuts.
When can I just walk away from all of this?
Am I walking on this tight rope.
Or could I be falling off the edge?
Now I am hiding myself from everyone,
And I just want to scream out all of this hate.
I am back and forth from reality,
And my sadness goes up and down.
I can’t stop these backwards thoughts.
I just want to be somebody else.
I wish these scars didn’t have to bleed.
I wish that you never lied to me.
Everyone now runs from me,
And I am trapped with all their pain.
Is there anything else I can really say.
It’s hard to speak when you just turn away.
Now that I have nobody to trust.
I have nobody to speak the truth.
Now that we are all through,
I’m lost with nothing to do.
Please don’t look back at me!
It makes it hard for the pain to go away.
Even though it never seems to fade.
Why should I continue to believe in people,
When all they do is let me down.
They tear my heart up so bad,
They should just bury me six feet in the ground.
I had this problem for the longest time of trusting people. Who, or How could I trust in someone again. I fought over this for so many months. Now this has past I just felt that this was a good subject to write about. I gave everything I had and spilled my soul in this poem. I hope that you like it. So you know, these are real feeling that I had. I hope you can relate. Comment if you feel up to it.
If I could change a thing, I think I would have changed everything. If I could have known the truth, I would have never been with you. Twenty-five and I am so tired of this childish love, And all the pain that comes along with all its games. Seems such a waste to throw it all away, But I am who I am, like me or not, But you will never be able to change me. The world has its grips on you, And I am no way getting involved. Today could be the greatest of days, But what would you have changed? All of your wrong mistakes, your bad calls, All your fear and lies, Or are you just so selfish inside? If I could change the way we were, I think I would change everything. If I knew the absolute truth about you, I would have never even met you. Twenty-five to life with all that you did, Is this the end of love, should I give up? And here I am stuck with a broken heart, And busted up sight. These days are blurring together, And nothing seems al...
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